went crazy today
trying to plan out all the stuff
tons of sms to be sent and to be received
still need to take note of who have yet to reply
borrowing of ifc shirt not done.new ifc shirt also.
2moro got rehearsal need to give out excuse slip
need to write excuse slipssssss
still got hmwk.gonna buck up for both combine humans & science & EMaths
N.E.mation and SDMA coming up
and. having stayover 2moro
thought sec4s are able to do so too
but kena from mryou as 2moro stayover is not playplay but a serious one
wl went to talk to him.but also kena.
so i believe 2moro i will gg.
people. wish me luck.
i'm dyingtorn into pieces
broken into pieces
still not satisfied?
shattered into pieces
blend into juice
poured away into the drain
flowed to the sea
satisfied?
tired of being a 'strong' person
tired of holding back tears
tired of being a listener
tired of doing hmwk
tired of being an admin
tired of not being myself
tired of trying giving up
tired of being lost
tired of being confused
tired of being blacklisted
tired of liking you
tired of trying my best
tired of taking all the blame
tired of keeping everything to myself
tired of cant find anyone that will really listen to what i say
i'm really tired of all this shit
sawyoutodayagain.youeventalk tomealthoughitsonlyaword.depressed.stressedup