Monday, August 23, 2010 @ 9:40 PM
stressed out.
I'm very disappointed in those whom i know.. they didn't even know that i'm not feeling well...
they didn't even know that i'm stressed out..
they didn't even know that i'm tired..
they didn't even know that i felt invisible around them..
they didn't even know that i'm disappointed in them..
they didn't know..
they never ever tried to understand me..
EPIC.
bye.
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Tuesday, August 10, 2010 @ 12:11 AM
bored.
slept till noon
use com till 7+
played badminton
use com again.
2moro maths is cancelled. got class outing.
meet ehub at 11. play bowling.then maybe watch movie with friends
think that the outing will fail.
will be meeting pam and nizam at 9.30 then meet geraldine.
ITS THE 7TH MONTH! GHOST FESTIVAL!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO 'ERHEM'!
i dun see any difference seriously.
still quite excited how 2moro outing will be! nights!
imissyou
Labels: bored.
Monday, August 9, 2010 @ 1:02 AM
tired.
heyheyhey!!!
ahaha camp overnight in school on thursday cuz of 25th.
was quite fun!
after school got rehearsal. then after rehearsal went home pack thins then come school again. its about 7.15 when everyone reached. everyone went for dinner.by 8.15 assemble.
playplay talktalk till about 10+ 11. its about time to get them to sleep
however, they cant sleep. many of them started to really doze off at 12+ 1++
everyone are to wake up at 4.00-4.30 AM
excos didn't really sleep. we went out of school at 11+ to buy drinks for 2moro's breakfast
came back at around 12+ then i think around 1+ me and weixiang and cs is hungry so we ordered mac.the person came at around 2. we stay outside GO and finish our food. pam and i ordered sundae hot fudge.its damn nice!
reach dorm at around 2.40
then WX say he have to sleep if not cannot he 2moro confirm stone.but he use com till 3+ then sleep.JR was watching movie all the way.pam slept for a while,and she actually sleep walk. i'm doing hmwk then walking around to see if they are asleep.
at 3.30, me and pam went to wash up.apparently, we met christy they all outside and was shock that they actually woke up early.
at 4.00AM with the help of mr heng's morning call, everyone was awake by 4.30am or even before that. after that they have to pack their things and gather. we had briefing till 5.30
everyone get into their own position and started setting up.
at 6, we went to collect our breakfast and everyone must be on standby. then the concert started. and ended. VP thank us for doing a great job and etc.
we went back to our dorm.
as the sec4 AS students got lesson, we all chiong to the other side of AS lab and slept.
because the sec4s haven come so i slept at one corner of the sec4 side cuz the other side was too noisy. but when the sec4s came in after a while, pam then went in and wake me up. my first reaction was. embarrassed T.T so i just carry everything and ran to the other side.then wanted to continue to sleep but i cant. so i'm like. staring into space?0.o and was stoning. O.o then had debrief by the excos followed by mr heng and mr you.
then i rush home. bathe and sleep immediately. from 3pm to 8pm on friday.then 10pm-1pm saturday. and didn't go for maths and still feel tired so i slept somemore. from 1+pm to 6+pm
then woke up. feeling just ok. on com.bathe.then use com all the way till 10+
totally forget that i haven eat anyhting since friday 2am. and is not hungry.then grab a bread and ate. then 10+ went to sleep.
today woke up very early cuz i'm not feeling well. its like. as if my stomach got hole and fluid is coming out from there. i'm in pain. i went to the kitchen to get something warm.
the moment i swallow, is as if i'm being force to swallow. my stomach is a little better. i think is gastric problem. anyway its alright now so i shall not care so much.
i'm done typing! bye people! will try to update regularly! XD
I told angel if I make any eye contact with you or talk to you this whole week, meaning you like me. I've made eye contact with you. I've talked to you too. does that mean you like me?? NO. its just coincident. right??? yes. confirm it is.
Wednesday, August 4, 2010 @ 9:49 PM
broken
went crazy today
trying to plan out all the stuff
tons of sms to be sent and to be received
still need to take note of who have yet to reply
borrowing of ifc shirt not done.new ifc shirt also.
2moro got rehearsal need to give out excuse slip
need to write excuse slipssssss
still got hmwk.gonna buck up for both combine humans & science & EMaths
N.E.mation and SDMA coming up
and. having stayover 2moro
thought sec4s are able to do so too
but kena from mryou as 2moro stayover is not playplay but a serious one
wl went to talk to him.but also kena.
so i believe 2moro i will gg.
people. wish me luck.
i'm dyingtorn into pieces
broken into pieces
still not satisfied?
shattered into pieces
blend into juice
poured away into the drain
flowed to the sea
satisfied?
tired of being a 'strong' person
tired of holding back tears
tired of being a listener
tired of doing hmwk
tired of being an admin
tired of not being myself
tired of trying giving up
tired of being lost
tired of being confused
tired of being blacklisted
tired of liking you
tired of trying my best
tired of taking all the blame
tired of keeping everything to myself
tired of cant find anyone that will really listen to what i say
i'm really tired of all this shit
sawyoutodayagain.youeventalk tomealthoughitsonlyaword.depressed.stressedup
Tuesday, August 3, 2010 @ 9:20 PM
confused.
haven't been blogging for the past one monthThis whole year is gonna be a super duper busy day for me
first. went crazy cuz of the esplanade concert.
second. thought we could relax after that
third. apparently i'm wrong.
fourth. both combine humans and science cmi. EMATHS GG.
fifth. rehearsals for 25th anniversary in school.
six. AS 5hr coursework is on 17 AUG and 25 sept. which is like. 2weeks from now? and. the best thing is. we just started modelling. EXCELLENT.
seventh: whenever you see me, you'll see excuse slips. 0.o
eighth: N.E Mation5 coming up.
ninth: tons of things cropped up = tons of emotions on my face 0.o
LASTLY. i've been trying to avoid it. but i still see you almost everyday. feeling disappointed and depressed. stressed up. sprained my ankle during P.E. few weeks ago. thought nth wrong. but getting swollen. hope nth happen during 6th aug.
imissyou.butwe'renotmeanttobethat'sforsure.tryingtoavoid.bye.Labels: confused.
tis' the way