yesterday is PRSS 25th anniversary concert! or should i say, yesterday de yesterday.

It is also my favourite and worst day ever! this will also be my longest post ever!

i reach school at 8

reach esplanade at about 9+

at first we dont have a room but ended up sharing with hip-hop dance people

change from 1st floor to 2nd floor as the whole stretch of first floor will be used for concert band.

i was not feeling well already as my gum was torturing me for 3days

we did nth till around 11++ 12, we had our lunch

I wanted to eat but my gum was so swollen that it is very difficult for me to swllow...will be even more difficult if i were to bite. Thus, i drank 2 cups of chocolate matt which taste like milo.

there is 2 rehearsals before the concert starts. at around 1, we had the first rehearsal. before that, i've changed to a hoodie(its a long sleeve shirt) when the rehearsal started, pam and i was at the third floor video-ing. i was lying down on the wooden plank that was there and was trying to sleep apparently as the gum was seriously torturous. i started to feel cold and went out of the hall a lot of times. after the first rehearsal, i went to look for a jacket. fortunately, valerie has one and she lent me.

i was having slight fever by then. we're having a break as well as the rest because they need to change their costumes. i think the teachers ordered burgers. I don't have the mood and don't feel like eating thus buying another cup of chocolate matt to drink. my 3rd cup for the day. the full dress rehearsal starts at 3.45. i wanted to go out to the concert hall to look for pam as i thought the only way is by the backstage.however, they didn't allow me to go out as they have started the rehearsal. so i went to the entrance where the audience will come in and i went into the hall and look for pam. i am super unwell and i wanted to tried to sleep. however, i cant sleep cuz of the gum.

when the CO is performing, i dropped a few drops of tears and started getting out of control when the percussion is playing...i cant take the pain anymore...but still can get my tears controlled as i dont wan people to see me cry. pam pass me jiarong's jacket as i requested for another one. but there's no use so i return back.

After the rehearsal, i went to the backstage by the stage and saw junguang so i ask him if he has he say no one have. i ask him to help me ask...then he went to the backstage and saw shirley and ask her. but i asked her before so i know that she doesn't have it. i follow them to the whole stretch of room beside the green room as all the CO people were there. junguang asked randomly and shermaine said she have and she lend it to me, 3rd jacket i wore.

i went back to the green room and saw pam tanching yufang and janice there. they are eating dinner. i wanted to eat but cant bite so i bought another cup chocolate matt. i ask them if they have panadol. tan ching have it but she is at 2nd floor where our bag is. i ask her to help me take later as i thought i still can endure. apparently, i cant.

i went to look for shirley and ask her. she said she dont have so i ask mr wong. he also dont have and ask me what's wrong. i tell him i might be having a fever. shirley said that then wad happen to my eyes as if i'm crying. then i cried. i cant take the pain anymore. i think mr wong saw mr colin lee and tell him wad happen. mr lee ask me to go to green room and rest. he still ask shirley to take care of me. i was quite embarrassed as everyone was staring at me and i'm crying. she took junguang's 'chair' and let me sit. i am very tired and weak. geraldine came and ask wad happen as she was also having fever few days ago. shirley touch my forehead followed by geraldine. they said i was running a high fever. geraldine ask shirley if my temperature was higher than her when she was having fever. shirley said yes and alot.and shirley still can crack jokes. she told malcolm that eh! your gangster is sick leh.and laughed. then i was like =.= ll at this point of time, instead of helping me she was like.laughing?

i tell them i'm freezing cold. they all was like shocked. they are warm becuz the green room was filled with people while i'm freezing. i told them my hand was numb as in i cannot really control the movement of my hand. they touch my hand and was like.woah. so cold.they started rubbing my hands.marilyn and simin and shihui came and ask wad happen. shirley and geraldine told them wad happen.they touch my forehead too. and trying to rub my hand so it wont be cold or numb.but no use. gilian and carnie also came and ask wad happen. after that, ms kuan came and touch my forehead.

she told me i was running a very high fever. she asked someone to buy a hot drink for me to drink. but i told her i drank 4 cups of hot drinks already. everyone that heard this sentence was surprised that i had already drank 4 cups of hot drinks and my hands were still freezing. geraldine went to take her medicine for fever and let me take. after taking it, she told everyone that this is actually not panadol. the teachers and i was like -.- and the rest was laughing. she then continue to say that it is for fever de. then i heaved a sigh of relieve.after that simin and shirley support me to the teacher's room even though i didn't really want to. however, before i even step out of the green room, all my limbs were quite numb and not able to walk properly. when walking up the stairs, marilyn geraldine gillian(i think) was at the back standby in case i fall backwards.

when i've reach the teacher's room, the teachers were concern about my condition. shirley they all went back down to the green room and brought up teh tarik for me. when holding on to the hot drink, my hand started to feel warm a little. mdm mariam went to wet a towel and put it on my forehead.then move it down to my neck. she said that sponging can reduce the temperature. after first round of sponging, i wanted to leave the teacher's room. she said do another round and if my temperature has gone down, i can leave. so i did another round.

i left the teacher's room and wanted to go to the concert hall. but the concert started. there is no way i can get into the concert hall. As i know the flow of the performances, i knew that CO have yet to perform. so i went to look for them. then they was like.shock once again. shirley, geraldine, marilyn, shihui, simin, gillian, carnie, shermaine, benedict, tzu chieh, kaiboon, malcolm and ruixiang was asking if i feel better. i said quite better le. but my face was very red.not because of shy or wad. is because i was still having a fever. i am very hungry.I haven't been eating since wednesday morning. so, can imagine how hungry i am?

i sat on one of the chairs. i told shirley they all i'm hungry. they wanted to gimme bread but i cant bite...then i saw simin and gillian eating chips in front of me. anyway i cant eat so i didn't really care. then after that shirley was saying that it is very obvious that my cheek is one side swollen and one side not.after that i went round asking. i even ask mr colin lee. and people behind him, i think got junguang?,weijie?,kaiboon? was also observing and see if shirley says its true. all of them say dun have, and even if have is not obvious. so is have right??? then i went back to sit.the girls was in the room touching up their make-ups and left with me sitting alone. tzu chieh was asking me, you sit down here not doing anything not bored meh and watching people walking pass you to and fro tons of times not dizzy ah? i replied him, not really as i'm trying to endure the pain so wont be bored. he was like.ohh...

when having the 20mins interval. i went to the concert hall by the front entrance i look for pam. i saw weixiang and jiarong with pam. i told them wad happen. soon, the concert continues. pamela continue to video while i accompany her. i ate geraldine's medicine, thus feel like sleeping. i slept at the wooden plank for a while and shot up as i kena shock by the loudness of the instruments. smth happen and i tried to keep it mum.

after the concert ended, we pack up and board the bus back to school. once settle down on the bus, i asked pam if she could her a very loud growl. she was saying ya and she suspected its me. i told her is because i'm too hungry that's why. she was saying but its quite loud.

i fell asleep on the bus and woke up upon reaching. i went to the ifc room and put the equipment down and went to the first floor. i helped the CO to push their instrument to the CO room.after that i went home.

this is one of my favourite days as I know that actually there is a lot of people care for me even the teachers. it is one of my worst day because this is the 2nd time i felt that i was so unwell that i dun really can control my body.

Thanks.

the end.LOL.

BYE! will try update the blog! XD

monday went to school for rehearsal and GAC

tuesday went to school for GAC and the ifc loaning system

when my gum started to swollen...my dad says is wisdom tooth growing ask me go see doctor

today schedule was suppose to be like this:

8.00-10.00 meeting with mr you

10.00-12+ see doctor

12+ - 2.00 GAC

2.00 - 6.00 rehearsal

but apparently,thing was going on my way...it became:

8+ - 10+ mr you and mr heng talking to us

10+ - 12.00 GAC

12+ - 1.20 excos meeting with mr you, no lunch YET.

at 1.30+ , all of the excos went for lunch except me. i have to take care of the other side of the AS lab and no appetite thus didn't go for lunch

at 2, ran to staff room get control room key from mdm yue and ran back to AS lab

on the way back, i was about to vomit. i think is because i drank milo+slight fever...

shouted at them to lower their volume and ask those who are on duty for rehearsal to pack up

there should be 9 people but only 5 was there. the rest went for lunch and not yet back.

chiong to set-up the mics, mic stand etc.

the rehearsal supposely end at 4.30 but the CO members stay back to rehearsal till 5+

after that shirley ask me if i wanna eat dinner with them+shihui and benedict

i say ok then waited for her.

also waited for jg and benedict to finish their 'basketball match'

marilyn didn't go cuz she is not feeling well

then i took out wadeva food i have and give her eat. i've also given her panadol too :D

after the 'match' benedict didn't wanna go so left with shirley me and jg

jg ask if wanna eat with malcolm they all cuz mr wong also going

jg wanna eat with mr wong so we decided to go eat together

then blahblahblah....

finish eating.

the rest took a bus or walk (i suppose)

shihui me mr wong malcolm took mrt

everyone stop at the same stop except for shihui

after that went eastpoint walkwalk for no more than 15 mins then go home le.

ahaha thats all

and I'M NOT A GANGSTER OR AH LIAN

i'm a good student :D

gonna sleep early today

2moro must REACH school by 7.30AM

SIAN. some of them

reach eastpoint at 5.30pm

wander around eastpoint and wait for julia till 7.30

went to or and melville park cuz she going for 'tekwando' at 8.00

went home did nth

prepare to sleep. nights! :D

on course from monday - thursday.

from 9 till 5.

rehearsal days:

mondaywednesdaythursdayfriday&sat. gosh.

my eyes hurt due to contact lens.

was told not to wear anymore till recovery

bought a new specs

can be collected latest by next tues.

its a geek specs 0.o think i look wierd

ahaha thats all for today bye! :D

die die must collect 40 edusave forms by wednesday which is today
TUESDAY
collected about more than 20 edusave forms
was happy about that.
but things just tend to get worse when your luck is used up.damn it.
WEDNESDAY

reach school at 8 to let xinyi's parent's sign her edusave form.

went to meet leeboon at tm

saw soohwa on the way.she thought that remedial starts at 8.

after that went for remedial.

mdm sumrah ask us to redo mid-year maths paper1.

finish at 12.15

went to CS to eat

just bought the food, pam called me that we need to hand all edusave form by 2.30

i look at the time, it's 1.15

SHOOTS GG.

i ate as fast as i could and at 1.30 i started chiong-ing back to AS lab

reach there and found out 6 people have yet to hand in.

joel,hidayah,faiz,huda and sze chun

joel is unwell, mr heng and pam went to get it from him

huda and faiz went back to school to pass to me

sze chun didn't wanna go thus trying his best to find replacement

HIDAYAH IS THE ONLY ONE WHO IS GETTING ON MY NERVES

she told me she totally forgot about it

i asked her to come back and pass it to me

GUESS WHAT???

she said she's on the way to a bbq class outing and reach le

i said she had no choice but to come back and pass the edusave form to me

she even agreed to come back

but once i hang up the call, she sms me that she cannot come back because she forgot to bring her keys out

HOW IRONIC

she didn't come thus i have to find replacement

total: 2 replacement needed immediately

i was so stressed up. nothing seems to be going by my way

i ran to look for angel and hope that she agreed but in the end she rejected

after that went to canteen hoping to find replacement...

mr heng called asking me to reach AS lab asap

he said that mr you wanted him to find one replacement and was not his problem in the first place and was pissed off still saying that we do things at the very last minute

i was thinking: then it was my problem? I am already trying my best to find replacement What else you wanna me to do?!?!

after that he said: you got 4 minutes to find the replacement.

i was thinking again: since you call me up de purpose is to find replacement, you shouldn't have call me up to waste everyone's time...i'm very tired of running up and down the stairs tons of time...

i'm on the verge of crying already

after that i was told that sze chun and hidayah is gonna hand in 2moro

i quickly pack my things up and went out of the lab

i'm very tired of everything...so i decided to give up...and not to care anymore...